Letters with tears

Letters, traditional letters are the most classical way to contact people. I do prefer txting you rather than call and talk. Words just stay there and don’t fade away as the talk does. Covering the letter with envelop that encloses your old photo , will make the memories so much valuable. A letter with a red lipstick kiss will make it full of love and a letter with drops of your tears that fade the litters will make the pain flood out of the words.

Dear Mom,

It has been so long since I set with you and chat on stupid stuff, since I cried because you bought something to my sis and you forgot about me, since I start nagging your head with my demands, since I complain from the little amount of love you show me. I missed you although you are around me all the time, supporting me in every single step. I’m sorry in getting you into troubles with everyone else. I’m sorry for forcing you accepting the stupid mood I am in right now. I love you when you were on my side and everyone else decided not to tolerate my attitude anymore. I LOVE YOU
MOM!

P.S: thank you for the posters hanged on my collage walls, as well as the flowers stand in front of my collage door, I thought I was forgotten.

Dear Dad,

For a while I thought you really do not care about what I am doing on my study. I love you dad, but you are soo good in hiding your emotions. My mom told me when you were talking about me and how proud you are. Walla I wish you say fdaitch in front me. Believe me it would make difference. I knew you really care when you saw me crying, It was touching when you saw me crying last time and you started reciting qua’an to calm me down. I did felt so much better. I love the hidden way to take care of me.

P.S: Don’t forget my graduation gift; I want to stay with you as much as possible. *Don’t let me get married,hehehehe*

Dear Grandma Maryam,

I always believed that you are little bit harsh, you are so hard to deal with and it takes so long to make you show your love. Being away from you, showed me that even if I don’t care about being around and asking about you, your heath and your life doesn’t made you forget your dearest granddaughter. Your prayers and dua’a always helped me through my life journey.

P.S: I promise I will make you hate my existence, coming back soon.

Dear Grandma Shikha,

Honestly, I miss your food like hell but I missed you more. Every time you hear my voice and you tear up, makes me feel awful and how harsh I am. I’m sorry for choosing to be far. I do promise you to come back every time I talk to you, and I promise you again to come back.

P.S : I have only one concern, my WIEGHT!

Dear Noura,

It just happened to be far in on of your most important moments in your life. Do you remember my promise, when I told you this will happen? I promised you and it happened so I thought it is the time to take care of myself. I knew it was a selfish way to take care of my life, but believe me you are the only one who I need to see and talk with, can’t explain on a piece of paper.

P.S: you are my childhood friend, as well as my aunt.

Dear Nany,

Do we have the same attitude with being away from others? I think we are the same and I know that I miss you as much as you do. I miss the days when were so close to each others, when me, you and Noura doesn’t spend a single moment away from each other. I’m totally freaked out of coming back, and not founding everything as it used to be. You are leaving us soon as well as Noura!

P.S : promise not to make it worse!

Dear ‘3zal,

Being the youngest and the wisest is just so hard. I may need to admit that you are teaching me a lot of things that I really need in my social life. You do listen to my nonsense words continuously without even complaining. I do listen to your stupid thoughts sometimes, but I enjoy it. I wish you will just go through on “whatever” is happening to you now so perfectly and end up living happily ever after.

P.S: Thank you for what you did with Mom, you are 70% of my family hehehehe.

Dear Tota,

I’m including you after my family immediately because you were my family for so long. You have been my sister for the past 5 years. You knew everything about every single thing in my life. I just adore you, and I know that I hurt you several times, but believe me I don’t mean to hurt “myself”. I will always be with you in all your happy, sad or even stupid moments. You did care about me when I was in U.S more than my family, you just proved how much friendship means in life. I love you Tota and wish all your dreams will come true.

P.S : Your feelings = my feelings, there is no way to hurt you anymore.

Dear San,

I used to believe that there is no way that you can find a person who is totally identical to you. It was shocking each time we think the same, we reach the same conclusions and when we name the variables “in programming” exactly the same. You just made my life simple; I don’t need to talk to make you understand. I don’t even need to show my reaction toward any situation coz your reaction is exactly the same. Don’t walk away from our friendship no matter what. I’m afraid because you are not around lately.

P.S: I missed you, come back san!

Dear senior team,

I spent my best moments with you guys. It was the worst and best semester ever. I do not forget how the hell we went through our final presentation. I thought it was a nightmare. It was so damn awful, BUT we made it to the round one. I won’t forget how we were setting in 1013 class and crying, wrapping said gift. We started 3 and end up 6 member on the team, two new born babies, Sheikha and Sultan joined us. I love you and I love your babies more.

P.S: Let’s rock round one judges!

Dear Shant,

Life is not only living for the moment, life is more than that! Act smart and don’t hurt anyone in your game. Try to win the round with less number of victims. Play faster coz it is just a matter of time.

P.S: You are such an idiot!

Dear Dean,

Standing alone between the crowed, observing the girls smiling, crying and cheering each other was the most touchable moment in our graduation party. You looked like a dad of 200 girls. I have spent my last 5 years in CIT and never saw a professor proud of his students as you did. You mentioned it again in our poster session, you said we are your little children which makes me assure what I have seen in your eyes, in class of 2009 graduation.

P.S : am leaving soon, yet I know that no one will take care of the new
generation as you did.

Dear Said Alnaffar,

I was always wondering how you gained all this popularity. I have spent these four wonderful months under your supervision and enjoyed how you refused to supervise me rather than advise me. Your popularity came from being teacher as well as elder brother as well as a close friend. You taught me how to stand on the stage, be clam, talk slowly and blow all the audience away. You taught me how to stand in this life and treat it as a big theater where all of us actors and actress.

P.S: I always wanted to be your student!