Saturday, October 3, 2009

ahhhhh



I just felt that I need to write my feeling so desperately. I wanna know how the hell people can take a life decision. All the doors where closed, and I don’t have a clue if this is what I want. What If while you were taking a decision and something from the middle of nowhere falls into your head and just wake you up. This thing is the most beautiful combination of pain, love, sweetness and harshness. Walking with you through the life path in a harmony that you have never experienced. You feel yourself, your craziness, your childish you. Will you let it go and continue what you have made your mind for? Will you hurt yourself for the sake of others satisfaction, or will follow your heart at least once! Please FORGIVE ME, but I need to be me more than anything else

P.S: ( empty note)

2 comments:

Queen San said...

You're the most person who knows how I suffered from the same thing probably for different reasons and causes.

Making choices is never easy and I discovered that 2 years ago and I keep realising how big impact those choices have. No one can tell you what to choose, at least, not the people who truly care about you because they know those choices must come from within you and only you.

The funny thing is that some people keep advicing you on things not thinking about you and you know what, those people won't be there for you when you discover you made the wrong decision even if it was their choice. Never trust anyone to make the decision for you sweetie because there is no one in this whole world who is worth that trust. Believe me, I've been there and I've gone through all that $**t!

Regarding the emptiness, well...that is a different issue. Whenever it happens to me, no one can help me refill the missing pieces and I have no idea how I regain my passion to anything at all. All I know is that I always resolve to going back and remind myself of who I am and what I love and try to catch up with whatever I was missing with my favorite things or hobbies. Just keep on searching for sparks from anything that you like or enjoy and that will inspire you in some way or another to fill the hole inside of you.


PS: Follow your heart to find your own happiness no matter what others say.

Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaa7
XOXO

Anonymous said...

:')

weltom bat.. we've missed you alot.

cant say a thing but there ain't nothing perfect

I need some time to get back 2 your rhythm
I've lost the track of it..


asking you to stay .... the words are finally here

lets rewind and rewind it all again

a song by som1 :)

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